The Problem of Ingrained Sin

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jesus, sad, perplexedWhen we feel cut off from God, battling a losing war with ingrained sin, the only viable solution to our dilemma is to call out to Christ to save us. Instead, most of us strive to be perfect through self-discipline. It was a shock to me when my Spiritual Director challenged this tendency by saying, “You are stealing Christ’s job!” What he meant by this startling statement was, even though I thought I was a committed Catholic, I was actually ignoring the Good News of our Lord Jesus Christ and the core teachings of the Church.

The Problem of Ingrained Sin

Mark 7:14-23 focuses on the problem of evil. It would be a depressing Scripture passage if it were not for the reality and power of the Cross because evil is so deeply ingrained in our being, that we really do not have a clue how to eliminate it from our lives on our own.

He said to them, ‘Are even you likewise without understanding? . . . what comes out of the man, that is what defiles him. From within the man, from his heart, come evil thoughts, unchastity, theft, murder, adultery, greed, malice, deceit, licentiousness, envy, blasphemy, arrogance, folly. All these evils come from within and they defile.’

After observing how the Pharisees try to purify themselves through dietary laws and religious exercises, Jesus is frustrated, “Are you so dull?” He asked. “Don’t you see that nothing that enters a person from the outside can defile them?” Still today, people foolishly tend to focus on outer rules, prayer, fasting, and spiritual disciplines to purify themselves, just like the religious leaders did in the New Testament. This drive to save ourselves is based on both a fear of God and a desire to impress other people.

Jesus explains the real source of defilement is rooted in our hearts. Since sin springs from the innermost recesses of our being, only Christ can save us; only the power of His Holy Spirit can transform our hearts. It might shock the average Catholic, but the truth is that the spiritual journey through purgation, illumination, and union with God is not some esoteric path for cloistered contemplatives. Every normal Christian, relying on God, should be able to eventually declare as did Saint Paul, “that I might live for God. I have been crucified with Christ, yet I live, no longer I, but Christ lives in me” Gal 2:20. Few of us are actually living this out. So what is really holding so many of us back from becoming real Christians?

Spiritual Malaise

Every human being is basically blind to their own faults and sins. There are many reasons we cannot seem to die to self and enjoy communion with God – psychological reasons, inherited sin, pride, the tendency to control and other self-defeating behaviors. However, I think the biggest barrier to receiving the Love of God is egocentricity; we are centered on ourselves, on our own efforts to perfect ourselves instead of admitting defeat, taking our eyes off our own efforts, and allowing Christ to work out His salvation in our hearts.

God offers His children the means to become free in Him through the Sacraments, Scripture, prayer, and confession, but the biggest key is the humility to realize we cannot purify ourselves. Obviously, God desires our freedom. Since we are blinded by deep, cyclical attitudes, it takes Divine intervention to humble us and bring us to our knees. We must let go of our old ways of life if we are to be transformed in Christ. Part of this process of renewal is through purgation, which includes a vision of our bondage to sinfulness. Only with the help of grace can we see and destroy all in us that is not God in order to move from darkness into the Light.

The Catechism of the Catholic Church explains our justification can only come through the power of the Holy Spirit and the work Christ did on the cross:

1988 Through the power of the Holy Spirit we take part in Christ’s Passion by dying to sin, and in his Resurrection by being born to a new life; we are members of his Body which is the Church, branches grafted onto the vine which is himself:36

[God] gave himself to us through his Spirit. By the participation of the Spirit, we become communicants in the divine nature. . . . For this reason, those in whom the Spirit dwells are divinized.37

1989 The first work of the grace of the Holy Spirit is conversion, effecting justification in accordance with Jesus’ proclamation at the beginning of the Gospel: “Repent, for the kingdom of heaven is at hand.”38 Moved by grace, man turns toward God and away from sin, thus accepting forgiveness and righteousness from on high. “Justification is not only the remission of sins, but also the sanctification and renewal of the interior man.39

1990 Justification detaches man from sin which contradicts the love of God, and purifies his heart of sin. Justification follows upon God’s merciful initiative of offering forgiveness. It reconciles man with God. It frees from the enslavement to sin, and it heals.

We probably agree theoretically to this theology of the spiritual life but most of us have to hit bottom and become desperate before we admit we need help, even from God.  Suffering finally forced me to ask for Divine help because I was desperate. For years, even though my adult mind desired freedom, deeper levels in my subconscious were afraid to let go of the familiar, let go of control. What really held me back from surrendering to God was self-love and God demands that He be our first love.

Then He said to them all: ‘If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me. For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will save it.’ Luke 9:23-24

We are born into selfishness. We live like we are the center of the universe. So, naturally, our inner movements work to serve, protect and promote ourselves. Purgation and illumination are the means God employs to purify and heal us from self-love and pride, which keep us from union with Him.

Jesus answered, and said to him: ‘If any one love me, he will keep my word, and my Father will love him, and we will come to him, and will make our abode with him.’  John 14:23

Grace will overcome any obstacle if we are willing to let go and say “yes” to change. I need help from a director to identify self-imposed barriers to receiving the Love of God. God is weaning all of us from our egocentricity with these touches of joy and His Love. It is a wonderful journey into the heart of God. For me, anything less than the real deal would be so disappointing. The worst possible conclusion to my life would be to die and discover I had been simply playing games for my entire time on earth.

The Goal of the Spiritual Life

The grace of self-knowledge opens the door to true humility, which is simply knowing the truth about ourselves in relation to God. This is the goal of the spiritual life: To thoroughly prepare ourselves by cooperating with Grace, to be united to our Beloved. This goal – union with God – is not a fairy tale, nor only for the saints of old. As Pope Francis has said, holiness is for all, for all states of life.

Yet once I humbly accepted Christ, I experienced an expansive sense of opening my core self to joy, to blinding light. I am finally at peace with this process of God controlled sanctification. There is no need to strive because the Lord acts first. Often I am called to simply wait patiently till He whispers, and then obey the Word I hear. Twenty years ago I heard these words interiorly from the Father:

You thought you were building My Kingdom with all your frantic activity but you were actually hindering the true work of My Holy Spirit. All I want, all I need is for you to stand at the foot of my Son’s Cross and allow the Flames of His Love to pierce you, transforming you into His presence on earth.

I realize my willingness to wait patiently for God to act first, with inner stillness and peacefulness, is essential. No anxiety or forced activity in prayer. He asks that we just stand in silence, unmoved, in loving adoration. We gaze at Him as His Loving gaze penetrates and touches us at the very ground of our being. Christ will purify us until we CAN say with Saint Paul, “No longer I that lives but Christ who lives in me.” When we quit trying to save ourselves and give God permission to save us, then, we have finally understood the Good News of Jesus Christ.

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4 thoughts on “The Problem of Ingrained Sin”

  1. Roseanne Sullivan

    This is quite helpful and timely for me. The mystery of continued sin after conversion of mind has troubled me. People, even many priests, act as if all you need to do to stop
    sinning is to just do it. Not a lot of advice is available about how to stop when you persist in sins that you learned from birth onward in spite
    of knowing they are wrong and desperately wanting to stop. You’ve heard of the “firm purpose of amendment” you need for a good confession? I joke that some of us have a flabby purpose of amendment. To heighten my perception of the need for actual conversion, I recently read the accounts by some saints that very few Catholics go to heaven (or
    anyone else for that matter). One story tells how a deacon died the same day as St. Bernard, and he told a living prelate that the same day he and Bernard died, he and Bernard went straight to heaven, three souls went to purgatory, and the remainder of the thirty-three thousand souls who died that day went to hell. God grant us all the conversion we need. May we all be changed by His grace from hardened sinners into softened sinners!

    1. Melanie Jean Juneau

      YES; even St Paul lamented the power of sin in his life in Romans 7-
      9For I do not do the good I want to do. Instead, I keep on doing the evil I do not want to do. 20And if I do what I do not want, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it.

      21So this is the principle I have discovered: When I want to do good, evil is right there with me. 22For in my inner being I delight in God’s Law. 23 But I see another law at work in my body, warring against the law of my mind and holding me captive to the law of sin that dwells within me. 24What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body of death? 25 Thanks be to God, through Jesus Christ our Lord!

  2. Suellen Ann Brewster

    Let go…those are the words I heard our Lord whisper as I began the Spiritual Exercises a few years ago. This article is absolutely beautiful both as spiritual food and apologetics. The words of our Lord to you hit me square between the eyes. Ouch. Alleluia! Thank you for writing!

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